Sunday, September 14, 2008

First Full Week and a Trip Home

Exhaustion. That is the best word to describe the way I felt after the first full week of classes. There was so much to do everyday of the week outside of studying and homework that I barely found any time to sleep.  I feel like I pushed myself so hard this week - I need to learn better time management.  After such an exhausting week I needed a weekend at home.  I do love it here though.  In the few weeks that I've been at MC I've already found some great friends who share the same beliefs and morals as me.  This is one reason that I chose to be at MC.  
I knew in deciding to come to MC I would be around others who chose to be here for the same reasons as me.  Even though I've found it very easy to fit in just like a second home, that's all it is right now, a second home.  As much as I love it, it has only been a few weeks and I'm still not acquainted with it yet.  I haven't been here long enough to be myself.  I know that in time I'll feel more comfortable here, but just not yet.
I do love it at MC, but it was also really nice to come home this weekend.  Even though I have found new friends, it was really great to be around my old friends.  They are my comfort zone and I can completely be myself around them.  It was nice to kind of be free for a few days.  Whenever I meet new people I'm not completely myself for a while.  That's one thing that has made "moving out" and away from home difficult.  I know that in time I'll get more comfortable at MC and that is something that I'm looking forward to. 

6 comments:

Caroline Jackson said...

I agree with you in every aspect.
I also went home this weekend because i felt like i needed to get away and go somewhere where i n't be stressed.

Will Baxter said...

I agree with the reason you came here. It is one of the reasons I came here too, to be around other people that share the same faith that I do. And also try to take a shrt nap or just sit down and relax between your activities. That helps me out alot

Rachael Peterson said...

I agree with you completely when you say that home was a nice place to be. I feel like I can just relax when I'm at home!

cedricbrown101k said...

i 100% agree with u from the exhaustion to the comfort of being at home around the people that know you best.

Anonymous said...

I know exactly what you mean. School is extremely tiring and very stressful. Being at home is the best thing ever.

TJ Johnson said...

Well I would have to agree with the other 5 people who agree as well. I love going home. I like MC okay, but it just doesn't feel like the right fit. I play football but don't really like the program here. I like my classes, but football is not that great and that's why I really came here. Going home feels like such a relief. I'm actually going home this weekend. Sorry, but I just wanted to share.